Hardcore is a culture that prides itself on authenticity. It thrives on unfiltered expression, unadulterated harsh sounds, community and realness. By the time Leah made herself a home in this world, authenticity was already something she was conscious of.
Leah learned the value of such realness through coming to grips with the fact that growing up, she didn’t always know what she was doing, where she’d end up, or what she was made to do. She wasn’t very academic – “I think I got a D in maths and science” – but she did know she liked writing, going on to pursue journalism for a while in college. Halfway through the first year, though, she dropped out and went straight into work.
“There was a lot of pressure for me to make something of my life,” she says. “I realised that I could do that by not pretending that I know more than anyone else about something, but to just be myself. I’ve always learned that if you aren’t authentically true, it will show to the people around you and that’s when nobody wants anything to do with you. How can you interact with somebody who’s not being their authentic self? That’s definitely something that I feel really strongly about, and I’m really drawn to people who are like that as well.”
The one major thing being in hardcore spaces did teach Leah was to keep her eyes open to the horrors of the world outside her bubble. Before, she’d avoid watching the news, assuming current affairs and politics would be boring. But surrounded by activists and political music, that ignorance-is-bliss mindset melted away.
“One of my favourite bands was Rage Against The Machine,” she points out. “How could I not be that way inclined?”
As she absorbed more from her peers and from music, Leah even made the decision to go vegan for several years, though she does eat meat now. More recently, Pest Control became the first band to drop out of Download last summer over its links with Barclays and the bank’s ties with Israeli companies (Scowl, Speed, ZULU and Ithaca did the same, and Barclays’ partnership with the festival was later suspended).
“There’s a lot of good people in hardcore doing good things,” says Leah, pointing to the example of their label Quality Control HQ’s founder, Ola Herbich. Since November, Ola’s been in prison for her alleged involvement in ‘unspecified forms of political activism’, which has temporarily shut down the label.
“She was the one-woman operation behind getting both our releases out and she’s incredible. She’s such a good example of what hardcore embodies.”