By all accounts the recording experience was “stressful” – how come?
“You watch these music documentaries of bands in the studio for a year and it all seems so nice. Unfortunately, in this day and age, things have changed. We had 30 days [at Middle Farm Studios in Devon] and the learning curve was intense. We were living in the studio, in the middle of winter, with the clock constantly ticking. There was barely any room to breathe. You were either in your bunk, the kitchen or the control room. I would say 80 – 90 per cent of the lyrics were written in there as well.
“But without that pressure, we wouldn’t have this album. As stressful as it was, we went in with nothing and came out with a record we love. If you’re not pushed to the absolute edge, the end result won’t be your best. We lived this album for a month and we’re all really proud of it.”
How hard is it to put raw emotions into music and share them with the world?
“I’ve always been an instrumental songwriter before a vocalist, so I never consciously decide, ‘I should write about this!’ It’s more like word vomit that needs to come out. And what comes out is the truth, so there’s no point in hiding it. I can see why people might expect that to feel vulnerable, or even something to hide away. But life is hard.”
There’s a recurring theme of devils and inner demons throughout. Do you feel like making the record helped exorcise some of your own?
“Oh, 100 per cent. Writing lyrics and creating songs has always felt like a kind of therapy. Even if you’re not in a band, just writing down what you feel helps so much.”
Who Am I tackles imposter syndrome – something many people struggle with. How do you deal with those feelings now that the band’s success is snowballing? Does it amplify doubts or quieten the negativity?
“It honestly amplifies them. We all feel we’re not the best at what we do. I’m not insanely talented at singing, it’s something I’m still learning. This is even Tom’s first band. It’s all so hard to come to terms with. It’s a cliché, but we’re just five regular guys. Why are we playing these huge festivals? Why are we supporting our favourite bands? We never have expected any of this. It’s impossible to process.”