This school of thought, by its nature, requires you to actually grasp the less great parts of yourself, or the bits you’re not so fond of, in order to properly take stock of who you are. That’s the start, as Sami says, of knowing enough to know what needs attention.
“I think it’s very helpful when you’re trying to work on yourself, because the shadow, I think, shouldn’t be vilified in any way. I think it’s important to address negative tendencies and try to work through it. It kind of coincides with dialectical behavioural therapy, which I have experience of.”
On Persona, these thoughts are organised into songs that Sami hopes will broadly resonate, rather than be too specific. Thus, you have titles – Shame or Vanity, to pick two – that provide context. The singer admits to a level of scattiness and “not being a maths-brain”, to the point where even lyrical notes are spread across separate mediums. “I had a notebook, iPad, cellphone, someone else’s phone, different notebooks, scraps of paper, paper bags…” Most of it isn’t even proper lyrics, just words, like a moodboard, which eventually get pulled together. But when they come together, they build something they hope can be recognised by anyone who feels it.
“I want to project things into the world that can resonate with other people in a productive way, not a judgmental way. And don’t get me wrong, there’s certain lyrics where I am pointing a finger, but a lot of the time I point the finger towards myself. Even if I am saying something nasty, I'll say ‘you’ but I’m talking about me. It’s like a conversation.”