Sadly, as fate would have it, In Utero would be Nirvana’s final studio album, after Kurt’s tragic passing less than a year later. Much like the Nirvana man, Eddie was feeling the pinch of living under the lens of the public eye.
“I don’t want to be a star,” he raged. “It’s not worth it, to have my picture taken and have my face everywhere. It’s scary; it scares me, I could scare a lot of people with my face! I personally think that the less you know about a musician, the better. All that you need is the music, and then you won’t have any other preconceptions.”
Ultimately, what mattered to the Pearl Jam vocalist was the reason for their notoriety in the first place – that special sprinkle of magic within their music that set them apart from the Seattle scene. While his words and actions may have seemed rash and perhaps even ungrateful at the time, history proved to be very much on his side.
“The pressure affects me, but it doesn’t hurt the music,” Eddie noted. “It all comes down to keeping that stuff away from the music. It’s like a child; it’s like keeping that baby locked in a room where no-one can get to it, because it’s a fragile thing.”
Here’s to 28 years of preserving that fragility. And oh how the baby has grown…